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My friend told me they didn’t like how I’d become and it changed everything

Ryan in a suit, holding his daughter - both are smiling

Diagnosed with epilepsy, Ryan felt like a burden (Picture: Toby Cuthbertson)

It was a terrifying feeling waking up in an ambulance surrounded by my concerned wife and paramedics, unable to speak.

But that’s what happened to me in July 2011, aged 30.

After a relatively normal evening at home – having dinner and watching TV – everything felt fine and there were absolutely no warning signs. Then I went to bed and


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