I stood at the alter on my wedding day and realised I didn’t feel happy

Standing at the altar of the church, I looked into my partner’s eyes as he said those long-awaited words: ‘I take you to be my lawful wedded wife’. 

After months of preparation, this was it. I was finally marrying the love of my life, Anthony, swathed in a meringue dress in front of 120 friends and family.

By rights, this should…