Being pregnant while in recovery for an eating disorder is a minefield

I stared at the words printed across the test and thought, how could I possibly be pregnant? 

For a moment, I was convinced it must be wrong. Perhaps it was inaccurate? But I did another one, and then another, and still the same result.

I pulled myself off the bathroom floor and hovered in the sitting room doorway looking at my husband. ‘I think I am pregnant’, the words stumbled…